♛

2010-11-10T07:43:00.000-08:00

Hello world, high school years had just ended for me. 12 years in SriKL IS amazing (: Met many different kind of friends and watched my friends "age". HAHA. Its true! Been through "i-dont-friend-you moments" to "i-think-i-love-him moments", LIFE ( quoting Amanda See! :D)

and more.

Omg i lost my bloggin skills. I dont feel like a blogger anymore ): I had that during CNY2010..and nice pic and entries..now gone! WTH HAPPENED D: Ohwell, i created TUMBLR

♥

No, i know everything. Stop it.

2010-10-20T07:40:00.000-07:00

i just deleted 4 paragraphs of notes. i realise i should send it to you personally.

Its weird to be friends with someone whom is doing this. Worst than weird, its..wrong/ gross/ crazy/ eww.

Im not yours, dont need your love, you can live without me. If not, by now, youre already dead. SO, it proves you dont need me k? (:

Yes, darlings ( Ing and Joey) i agree now. Its TOOO MUCH. Not flattering at all. Now i have a fear of posting my pics on my blog! MY facebook! AND MSN!

OH GOD, BLESS ME + LUCK ON MY IGCSE NEXT WEEK <3

loves.

DONT STEAL MY PICTURES.

2010-10-11T05:18:00.000-07:00

You know you have to hear what i say to you in the end,
Straying away isnt the answer,

There are better chances out there,

Im not the only one.

thankyouu.

o.x

^ ^

secretly. i. love. my__. boyf. too. much.

..& im not afraid to tell the world.

Just the way you are :D

2010-09-27T08:36:00.000-07:00

"You're not good with words- But you can tell me you love me without speaking."

THEY know what i mean :o AHEM.

2010-09-26T06:09:00.000-07:00

Hello bloggie. LONG TIME NO SEE.
Its 30 days till IGCSE exam. Gotta study harder now. I am (:
But, gotta try harder.

Planning to delete my blog sooner or later. And maybe imma start a new one again when i feel like making one again ;) ""After reading a news article, i agree with what it says. I ~~dislike~~ people stealing pictures from others. Its rude and scaary. My two pals agreed :D"" ahem. obsession mehh..It happened to my friend before. Well, facebook friend that is.. but i do steal pics of my idols :D NAWH, that doesnt count. Does it?? I mean, especially to fake a profile or steal without telling them to keep them. I remember during last couple of years,, there are these unknown cyber people friendster -.- who kept showing off them could copy my msn display picture OMG. Its rude. Probably abit creepy!

SUDDENLY, the song "Obssesed" into our heads. :O it happened last week. Fun times. Now.. gonna see them tomoro :D

signing off,
love.

HAHAHA. Last Year :D

I remember this ! D: We shall have another blast party for Ingrid (;

hehe :D mr.zuzu and me :D

U smile, I smile :B

070810

2010-08-07T22:26:00.000-07:00

2010. The most memorable birthday ever? (:

Had a really SURPRISING (Jaw-drop moment) day on Friday 6/8/10. Thanks to Baobi and my FavouriteGirls ( you name them alright (; ) !

Cute huh (:

Malu -_-

:D sho sweet!!!

Friends :P

AND, i got a camera from mum&dad.

On the real day, 070810 <3> hehe.

FONGYI !

BooBoo.

my hearts;

Washroom style.

Bi (:

Then, dinner at GardensLifestyle.

Blue Guess bag from Joey, Ingrid, Bren, Alex, Shobana, BooKhay, Kimberly, Kai Loon & Irad!

A pretty bracelet, an orange toothpaste shaped keychain, and a white holder thing *:) from FongYi.

The HappyBirthday CARD from everyone :D

Red IheartYou card by Kaijie (:

Last but not least, with THEfamily ;P

Thank you to everyone (: E.V.E.R.Y.O.N.E <3 i love you all.

TaeYang (Big Bang)

2010-07-19T03:09:00.000-07:00

Did i mention i LOVE TAEYANG?! :D HE LEAVES ME BREATHLESS.. ahhhh OMG (: Just listening to his songs, watching his MV's..smile.. enough weih. I WISH HE CAME TO MALAYSIA! D: WANNA MEET HIM. TAEYANG <3

i was listening to the girls response for this song, wedding dress. There were many versions, they werent bad :D

This is the original TAEYANG WEDDINGDRESS. haha (: i rmb i posted this song up before. Ohwells! :D he'slove (artist).

oh btw, Try listening to PerfectTwo by Auburn (: In love with it! ^^

:) The breakup version's good too.

something more `

2010-07-16T07:06:00.000-07:00

Im trying to study History now. Test on TreatyOfVersailles next week, Tuesday. And im watching Ying&Yang -__- creepy episode of a doll with a darth vader looking thing controlling it. Funny tho (:

AND, kai jie is sick ): Might be high/slight fever, probably from playing under the sun during these hot hot days. He's at his class party now. Boys will always be boys. Nothing can stop them from doing things they want :* thats MyMr.Tomato.

Daim, i couldnt sleep till 4 am in the morning today. Just because i was having stupid thought of NS. Yes, National Service. I wanted to sleep and not think about anything but everything just started playing in my head. How im gonna sleep without my bears, having someone to call at night if i cant sleep (unless i sneak a phone in too) & mooooreeee. Then thoughts of not being able to see CHICO! ): MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS TOO. LOL. THEN.. i had a song in my head <3 a love song for lovers that are going through a separation for awhile. Its called Wait For Me. Complete. Ayoiks, my brain should worry more about exams than stupid camp la. haha.

P/S : CHIN KHONG, YOU JAGA HIM TONIGHT AH! since he's staying with you for the night. IF NOT I GO TO YOUR HSE AND HAUNT YOU! ^^*

OMG LAUGH FOR GAGS.. HAHAHAHA ;D SHO FUNNIE (: friggin funny! :D

Last but not least a Goodnight and a picture from form1 (:

Nope, its not a princess dress up dress -_-

say that you love me (:

2010-07-13T07:09:00.000-07:00

Just wanna say Good friends, just say " dont care about it. Let it go and its not worth your time." As for Best Friends, they say "Im here for you. Whenever and Wherever. Imma be there for you when someone brings you down or whatever and let it go, its not worth our memories anyway."

There is a difference between Good Friends and Best Friends.

(enter-name) is saying Shes Defending for her friend. Then WHAT ABOUT US? Excuse me, sorry for the caps :) The thing is, what we're doing is what You're doing. Im sure everyone has the right to bitch about someones back but enough to make it obvious? That shows how low level you are.
If you dont wanna attract drama, might as well not show it to the person you're bitching about. You have the guts to do that so, *applause*. My two friends here have their faults but you have the most. You dont ahve the right to insult someone jsut because of what they do, and hello..? You werent there to witness what happen. So what if my friend fucked around with a billion guys (THIS IS AN EXAMPLE )? Why do you care so much? So what if she have big boobs? There are people out there whom has bigger k? Dont insult them too. Dont you have them too. If youre a guy, you wouldnt understand a boob situation..SHOO! dont act smart.
No matter size or colour or shape or anything -_- and milk flavour ( i dont know why that spammer wrote that but..ohkayy.) Theyre still 'breasts'.. which practically means you have them too.
If you wanna argue, at least argue properly la..what a friend. All of the sudden, boobs everywhere -_- (???) Choc milk flavour?? hahaha, LOL-ed when i read it.. i mean, would you care if its strawberry flavour? Or what..most ironic thing would be if it was Coke flavour huh? nvm, im off topic already :D hehe, on purpose.

ANYWAY,
i love my best friends, my good friends and friends who are true (: (although they cant be totally innocent :P still.) everthing i wanted to say is in Ingrid's post. XD

OhH, blog battle has.. *music playing* BEGUN :S

COME ON PPL, GO STUDY! :D dont blog-fight!

XX

Im thinking .. my blog post today dont really make sense :O but, i just wanna state the fact that some ppl argue for the sake of arguing without using their brains. Its like an essay, you shouldnt bring up or go off topic about the arguement. If you wanna help a friend or be a good friend, do it properly. Dont simply simply say till insult my dears like that. And YOU! Dont cakap Banyak.

Feel like taking this post down :/ so bitchy wan. and retarded.

Nostalgia

2010-07-05T08:43:00.000-07:00

For the very infamous ANTHONY KENT MURPHY.. "KAN MA FEI",

"Good memories? Maybe. You're leaving now for Aussie. 4 years. You texted me to say goodbye and all. You weren't the only one who actually thought of the past (: I did too. I came to realise that i dont hate you at all. I mean, i never hated you. Just couldnt accept the fact you said "that" to me, that time. All the flashbacks. oMG. The times where i would scribble your name a notebook and my test pad. I still remember the 3 words you wrote in my form3 text book (: haha, good times huh? You were sorry and regretting all the important stuff you left out then, but dont worry! Youre a good man. Im okay with you now, after texted me that. We're good now. Can be friends. Im the best gf ever huh? NAWH, you'll soon meet the best among all. You were my first so, all the bad things that happened are forgotten and good ones I'll remember. The irish man. LOL, im laughing at this -.- "Baa baa black sheep!" I remember that clearly (: sho cute when you were little.
Actually the truth is, you're not That bad after all. JUST gotta watch what you say, dont hold grudges against people that did mean stuff to you then or no. Its not worth it. MI (Most Importantly), dont treat you next girlfriend like what oni okay?! must appreciate her and dont compare her. Haha, i told you that too just now. People do make mistakes to LEARN (: I DID. You made me realise many things in life. Dont get bullied or people take advantage and always stand my ground. and the bad things, i learn to avoid. I teared up just now, cos i was so touched -.- and remembered all the past.

Thanks for the memories too! (: and the wish for me finding a goodbf now *im sure he'll be flatterred? LOL.* Maybe we can be good friends after all. But i think i cant look at you the same ever? -_- Not awkward meh?"
Hope all the best to him in life & his dream ambition to be an Aeronautic Engineer (dont know the spelling) come true. Im sure it would. He's so darn hardworking. LOL. for money (like he said : its for his future wife. Money is important but dont work so hard till you set her aside! tsk.tsk.

GOODNIGHT (: X.
SCHOOLTOMORROW.

STUDYHARD JIAEN D:
[self-reminder.]

text me say. Just need a dose.

2010-07-02T08:58:00.000-07:00

Sometimes a little text is what all someone needs.

i know he's not the type to do all these & he loves showering me with his heart in things he do instead of saying them on phone. But i, i likeboth. Sometimes, i just want a sweet goodnight text from him ):

The thing is, i dont want him to think that i want him to be me. or feel like i want him to do this&this or that. bcos i do, sometimes, not all the time..but i do send him sweet goodnight texts or morning texts. He likes seeing them. But what about me ): i like seeing them too.

especially when i miss you.

Photos/Pictures dont belong to me (: From Google/Deviantart. Practically..er..saved them. not stolen :P

SALT&ULCER.

2010-06-30T03:10:00.000-07:00

moo :3

BOO (:

2010-06-24T01:35:00.000-07:00

Well, what can I say?

Hope I would make it ):

GAMBATEH!!

POPOPU.

2010-06-14T23:06:00.000-07:00

Sparks fly
Its like electricity
I might die
When I forget how to breath
You get closer and there’s
No where in this world I’d rather be
Time stops
Like everything around me
Its frozen
And nothing matters but these
Few moments when you open my mind to things
I’ve never seen

Cause when I’m kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I’ve been trying to find
Falls right into place
You’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I’m kissing you

When I’m kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I’m kissing you

Past loves
They never got very far
Walls of made sure
I’ve got in my heart
And I promise I wouldn’t do this till
I knew it was right for me

But no one (no one)
No guy that I met before
Could make me (make me)
Feel so right and secure
And have you noticed
I lose my focus
And the world around me disappears

Cause when I’m kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I’ve been trying to findFind More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
Falls right into place
You’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I’m kissing you

When I’m kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I’m kissing you

I’ve never felt nothing like this
You’re making me open up
No point in even trying to fight this
It kinda feels like it’s love

Cause when I’m kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I’ve been trying to find
Falls right into place
You’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I’m kissing you

When I’m kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
How clear it becomes
When I’m kissing you

ImwatchingNARUTO.

2010-06-07T23:17:00.000-07:00

WHAT YOU WAITIN' FOR ;)

*yawn*

forevereverafter (:

2010-06-06T22:54:00.000-07:00

Hello (:

4thJune

Last day of horrid MidYearExams (: But the worst is not over YET. Went to SunwayPyramid (: with my girls and the boys. But dont have any pics of that day :/ Haha, dont need pics for all events kan? LOL (:

5th&6thJune

Happy 1st Anniversary to baby&me. heh. Had our date on Saturday (: Watched Shrek4, and went for ice skating. Had tuttiFruity too :P NYUM. Baby, ive never been happier since i was with you. I never even regretted once. &IGOTARING(:

Thanks for the ring <3 hehe.

Our date was suppose to be on sunday, but changed to saturday. Anyway, yesterday. Guess who came to my house :D Surprisingly. hehe. YUPS, kaijie bi. We watched tv together with my cousin. Used the laptop. Haha, after that played Ps2 together! D: BOOHOO, i lose. haha, i hate that car game. Wish the other Arcade GTR was there..but it went missing. And shooting games :) nicee. We went to the playground with Nicky to hang out. Skateboarding andddd, HAHA, visit chin khong :P Sammy. They shot some hoops. After that went home (: Dont worry, im not allowed to bring boys into my room.

GOT LOADS MORE BUT NOT GONNA POST.

-_- bye (:

waterlemon!

2010-06-02T06:24:00.000-07:00

life with my dear babycousin (: have a new lil' sister to care for.
What cutie huh? NOT D: SHE'S SOOOO NAUGHTY LAH! AND SELFISH ): For a kid, she baths waaayyy too long. Chooses her own clothes to wear if not, cry. BUT, she's justs a kid (: a few teachings, and scolding will make it right.

To her mummy : Nonni miss you alot ): and, i know that somethings going on and its none of my business. but i hope you wont leave her cos she really really needs a mum to show her the way through life. I taught her how to walk carefully and look before crossing the roads. And becareful of those uncle&auntie's who she might meet (if it happens) have bad intention, she would learn how to walk away and not fall into the traps. I asked her if her mummy taught you. She said "Mami, you jiao wo de." Others would be, " Mami, dai wo qu chi mee leh" "Mami, you qu mai HelloKitty gei wo kan de." I dont know whats going on but, she needs a mum. Many mothers out there, wants a child and cant have one. You have to, no, you NEED to try to think about it properly. Dont make the wrong choice. It'll affect her. She might be VERY TOUGH. And, seriously mean VERY VERY VEEERYYY Tough to handle but without a mother, she might not be how shes suppose to be when she grows up. She would talk about you like most of the time. She saw 3 cartoons of mine and said " Ze shi mami, daddi, he nonni". Not that im thinking of those nonsense of why you chose that way. I dont care what it is. Just that uncle and Nonni actually really miss you. He actually planned a very romantic date for you next month ): Thats when he'll get his bonus salary pay-thing. If you need a break, you can have it but no need to go to that extent. I can see you really want a holiday from you fb pics. Like, going travelling and stuff. Peace.
Today i brought her to the playground, she learned how to make a new friend, Amabelle. She learned how to share and stuff. She's learning. i mean, if i was a mum and i dont really get to rest. Plus, no time with husband maybe? Because of work. I would get upset and probably Tired. But, the thing is your a mother and you married him because you loved him ): and you both are blessed with a very special child and a beautiful one too. (She can read without any help too! :D smart k.) I know you have alot in your mind. Hope time can do its best. She's only 3plus years old. Ohya, she loves her 'Ah-Lian sleeping pajamas' its flowery. Dont know why she calls it ah lian though. Haha, had a good laugh yesterday at her funny habits. She loves cats too. BTW, SHE <3 JAYCHOU !!!! LIKE ME !!!!!!!!!!! :D YAY.

Omg, adult problems ): sigh. And she says Watermelon as Waterlemon. I taught her so many times but fails! aha, she can say melon properly. But it somehow becomes Waterlemon again. (: cute.

BEST OF LUCK TO THEM ):

I like this pica! :D haha, Mornng sun effect ;0

AYA, VAIN -_____-"

help me. wo bu yao jiang vain lah.

MeloMelo :D

2010-06-01T04:06:00.000-07:00

Hello :D i just found out that they have a cartoon on this Japanese cartoon character i like! Hello Kitty's friend, Melody the pinky rabbit. omG, the series so kawaii neh! ^^ haha. Used to like eating the Hello Kitty hard candy (: it had them on the tin can box.

Watch this (: Plus, it uses the name Melo tooo! :D I didnt copy the show. haha its shoo cute ;D ehe.

xo, 3 days more (: MYE IS OVVER. HERE I COME, HOLIDAY ^^ weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! <3

Questions with no proper answer. Just choices you make.

2010-05-25T06:20:00.000-07:00

A loved one. I have seen many situations where parents divorce, have major family problems and more. And, it all involves their children (if they have any). It always evolves around one of the partners, or both. One can make them feel leftout or maybe stressed out looking after the kids even though they have support and love? I think she doesnt mean to wanting to divorce him and not caring for the child anymore. She still wants to see the child but not take care of her? Why?Why?
They had to move somwhere near his new workplace. To a place thats not so familiar and, probably she has no friends around and other closed ones. He would go to work and come back home early to see them everyday. Why would she still want to divorce him? Love faded? Or just plain "i dont think i love you anymore, and i dont wanna care for the child too." I think she's just stress over taking care of her child without feeling the sharing of responsibility with him. He loves them very much. And they have a beautiful daughter. i know johor is no fun at all, especially when you're used to KL malls and maybe closer with friends and family. Hmm, but its not all her fault to feel whatever she's feeling. Love, always has cuts&crosses. I'll just have to wish and pray all the best for them and their lil'daughter.

The question is why does it always revolve around children. Dont tell me its the way of life, cause thats not it. It happens to everybody, know that. but..everyone simplifies their mind to accept the fact that "Thats the way of life. What happens happen, i cant change it. God put me in this position. Its karma. and moreee." The thing is, there is a blank there. Its just the way it is? right? Sometimes, you can change it. If you cant, theres always a way. Either you leave whats behind, and start with the new. Or stay on the same track miserably with no change. Its just the fact that : i wont take no for an answer without a reason. I wont take that as an aswer cause its not enough. Maybe? I think alot about unnecessary things that normally no one would ever think about it is because I CARE. ALOT. I want to make a change. I have lotsa ~~unreachable~~ dreams, but these a few, I definitely can (: Just after this year.

P/S: I have my own opinions and crazywonders that go on in my mind which no one would probably understand except just give me the WTFuglysweatdropface.SOME.

except the ones that listens and try to understand (: i tell my dad all this, well, i love his feedbacks cos he knows and tries to get what i mean and we discuss about it.
HA, i love it when we're in the car for family trip. During the journey when everyones asleep except me and dad. I would BLAB about every theory i have and every piece of my mind for him to hear me out.

(: LOVE.

PS AGAIN : HAPPY BIRTHDAY 'BLOG' WISH TO MEGAT :D
.

good luck in MYE :) EVERYONE.
"today my maths.. ): mati kongkieau already. "

帰る場所

2010-05-13T03:33:00.000-07:00

Ashita ga kichaeba shibaraku aenai kedo

Itsu made mo kimi no koto wasurenai yo
Sorezore eranda michi o aruku no wa hitori demo
Kokoro nozokeba iru aisuru hito to

Dakara ikura samishikute nakitai yoru ga atte-mo
Omoidashite boku ga iru koto o

Sayonara sayonara mata aeru hi ga kuru made
Ima dake sayonara ima wa
Sayonara sayonara mata aeru kara
Itsu made mo kimi no kaeru basho de

Mata aeru hi made kimi to sugoshita hibi no
Omoide to tomoni arukitsudzukeru yo
Michi mayoi sou na toki mo kimi no warau sono kao
Omoidashite fumidaseru ki ga suru yo

Dakara sayonara yori mo tsutaetai arigatou
Kimi ga kureta boku no kaeru basho

Sayonara sayonara mata aeru hi ga kuru made
Ima dake sayonara ima wa
Sayonara sayonara mata aeru kara
Itsu made mo kimi no kaeru basho de

Mata aeru hi made sukoshi samishikute-mo
Bokutachi wa machitsudzuketeru ne kitto
Ikura hanaretete-mo ikura toki nagarete-mo
Mata au yakusokushita basho de

Sayonara wa owakare no kotoba janakute
Mata au yakusoku nanda yo dakara
Sayonara sayonara mata aeru kara
Sore made no kimi to no yakusoku o

Sayonara sayonara mata aeru hi ga kuru made
Ima dake sayonara ima wa
Sayonara sayonara mata aeru kara
Itsu made mo kimi no kaeru basho de

Im running.

2010-05-03T05:38:00.000-07:00

Im supposed to do all my homework today ): haih. I just remembered the friggin lisan! Me and Ingrid are supposed to do it tomorrow..HOW?! D.I...wait, better dont E first. AHAHAHA -__- laughing at my own joke again. Wonder if Boo&Gat remember the stupid spider joke i told them last week? HA, i was laughin at my OWN joke again.. and they were just.. *cricketsounds* " aerh...????" EMBARRASING! (: NOT. hehe. Used to it.

Charity Dinner

I 'stole' some pics from Irad (: heh. i dont have Ingrid in any of these pic -.- even though we were next to each other most of the time there. omg. I have like what? less than 10 pictures in my phone..i dont own a camera (: Other pics were taken either with joeys camera..or ingrids.

Mummi's 3_th Birthday (:

omg, this pic looks so young. Nope, she was not camwhoring. Her hand ngamngam reaching out oni (:

so pretty.

(: ♥

I dedicate the song Best Day by TaylorSwift to her (:

i gtg study.

see ya! ;D

2010-04-27T02:50:00.000-07:00

STUDY MODE OFF ON

EXAMS IN 3 WEEKS. BOOHOO -_-

(:

*my ttion tcher is L.A.T.E again.

im scared.

2010-04-27T02:15:00.000-07:00

Picture this.
The rain is point outside.
And the streetlight just won't give us enough.
Light to see the direction we have to go.
Don't let, anyone know,
where we will run to.
I need those lips,
that ignite my bones, and keep my heart afloat.

I'll tear down the stars and I'll give them to you.
They're not as pretty as your eyes,
But I guess it'll have to Do.
I'll tear down the stars,
We can ride it to the moon.
I'll float till I find you.
I wouldn't ever let you fall, down.

Picture this.
our clothes are soaked, but its fine.
Cuz the fire's still burning in our eyes.
The heat, might be more than we cant stand.
Don't let, anyone know,
where we will run to.
I need those lips,
That ignite my bones, and keep my heart afloat.

If I had the chance, I would make it all okay.

I would make it feel like, you're the only one who matters most.
If I had the chance, I would replace all the grays, with sunny days.
We can sit for hours on my roof
and tell the rain to go way.
Go away.

I'll tear down the stars and I'll give them to you.
They're not as pretty as your eyes,
But I guess it'll have to Do.
I'll tear down the stars,
We can ride it to the moon.
I'll float till I find you.
I wouldn't ever let you fall, down.

i dont like seeing you sad,

i wish i could make you feel better, baby.

its been a week

i sense that somethings wrong

somethings amiss.

If im hurting you, i dont want to be the one anymore.

i love you.

what happened to the normal beings

youre different nowadays

too much hidden in your eyes

im forgetting something

do you know how im feeling

i'd rather see you happy

i cant make it up to you

im trying.

probably not hard enough.

i know all you ups&downs

and all your movements,

your thoughts (i almost can read it aloud).

that look of yours can fool anyone

but me.

I MEAN IT, I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ): BUT IM SOMEHOW STILL HURTING YOU. I'D RATHER LEAVE YOU TO SEE YOU SMILE. but i swear i can never do that. BUT I DONT THINK YOU WOULD BE HAPPY EITHER ): I LOVE YOU. I REALLY DO! I CANT BELIEVE I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD. ITS THE FIRST TIME I'VE EVER FALLEN FOR SOMEONE THIS HARD. I REALLY DONT WANNA LOSE YOU. I KNOW IM YOUR FIRST, BUT THATS LIKELY TO BE OVER SOON IF ITS NOT GOING RIGHT. Bii, i really love you. i know how you feel. we talk more on the phone and i say more than i do ): i get what you mean. i knew why you felt like that. i could relate to it. it happens. you love me so much i can see that. its our 9th month already. ..

i know we'll be good very soon again (:

...raaa.

maybe im just thinking too much. Ah.

what a wonderful world (:

2010-04-26T07:57:00.000-07:00

I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world

I see skies of blue and clouds of white
The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world

The colours of the rainbow, so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people going by
I see friends shakin' hands, sayin' "How do you do?"
They're really saying "I love you"

I hear babies cryin', I watch them grow
They'll learn much more than I'll ever know
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world
Yes, I think to myself, what a wonderful world

hello world (:

2010-04-23T06:40:00.000-07:00

Guess whos over at my place?

Ready FOR LAUGHS? :D COS WE ARE!!!!!
(I think?)

AHHH *KIAP KIAP*

NGEEEEEE!! :B

can spot the cat?

*BUHUHU* this is how ing would look if she became a cyclops :P .

mountain heads! (:

*GOT BOOGER AH?*

*AHHHHHHHHHHH .GOT MONSTER MOUHT*

Joey says "CHIIOOONG"

Ingrid says.. "tear."

Double chin.

DONT MESS WITH INGRID.

SAGGED D:

tersagged? ): HAHA.

*bluuu*

omg, terplace..

pregnant fatbum.

hehe funny ? no? nevermind ;D i think its funny.

okay, for the seriouswinnie thing~!!
omg okay, "people" nowadays! SO RUDE. STUDENTS GOT RIGHTS ASO WANT OKIE?._. he didnt even talk back and you said he raised his voice. Yeah, i dont blame him, blame his old ears (: hmm, makes no difference.
I felt sick and he put his hand on my back to pat (and the hug abit) and make sure if i'm okay..and kena caught. Okay, sorry our fault. right? No coupling in school, we know. EVERYONE KNOWS. But dude, i have dignity okay. More dignity than you. Felt so insulted wei, say i dont have dignity(well, he didnt really say i dont have any, but its like saying it indirectly) just bcos i let a guy put his hand on me. dang, FUDGEYPINS. "Put his hand on me" Cant believe he used that word. HELLO?? OMG OKAY, made him sounded as if he molested me or something? We're more innocent than ever okay. He never touched me in any obscene way or worst place. sigh. Adults wont listen, they wont understand. Even if they do, they pretend they dont. HA.

and worst, about the fb thing -.- omg. That was like overboard. Lucky i didnt add any teachers, or at least hope they didnt pretend to be some person and add everyone. Whats the next thing they wanna do? Ban girls from wearing skirts outside school and put a tracking advice to track us down. Blacklist us? hahahaha that would be funny. Or is it just me? :P

Ayaok, dont care lah! (:

lalala, goodnight !

tom&jerry wanted to..

2010-04-21T06:12:00.000-07:00

..share their peanutbutter&sandwichwithme. but i didnt like it! random fact : i dislike peanut butter(:

hello, to you.

What a day. Wooshh. Im helping Nicky to do his homework. Drawing puppies, flowers and gonna need to help him with the Civic Project (Mothers Day Card) & Kajian Tempatan Project (Haiwan-haiwan di Malaysia). Easy peasy! :D Std 5 work. Blehs.

Guess what you've MISSED! ;P

coookiemonster! :D Made by INGRID NG. OMG, it was SHUPA yummy! Seriously. no joke. Darn nice (:

WE LURVED IT SO MUCH. *spot my pearlywhiteteeth,kidding.ahem*

MAKE MORE NEXT TIME! (: hehe.

LastFriday, teman-ed kaijie to shop for a shirt (:

act cute! >;D

had AyamPenyet for lunch too (: me favourite!

we meant to be (:

mylittlebaby♥Cuddled him to sleep :)

then the week before,

FamilyNight-out (:

Bros&I hung out that that lil'game place at the skatingrink after our dinner. haha i made hoops more than 6 times! (:

Walked around and went to BubbaGump to chill since there was still time.

i had Margarita (; *slurp ;P*

YAY, Our midnight movie came (: Clash Of The Titans 3D. (i still think its not worth 3D)

My family slept -.- i was the only one watching for the first 20 mins. COTT turned out good (: kinda. I rate it 6/10.

Lastly, me (:

[am i really a narcissist? HAHA -________-]

i learned to love my eyebags instead of hating them. wat tha'?! -.-

yourbunnyteeth!

2010-04-17T22:59:00.000-07:00

Sundae morning (:

picture of the day! :D

wonders of the world.

2010-04-17T03:02:00.000-07:00

"Have you ever wonder, whether someone in your life actually pleases you too much and you've never realised it?

And that you have gone overboard many times before and think that he or she is actually fine about it when theyre not? Or whether he or she does things carefully before it slips out of their mouth and whatever they do, they think about you first?

They hafta think carefully to talk to you, because they dont want you mad or probably fry their heads or maybe even upset them. They care.

Hmm, did you ever think that you need to pay more attention about whats going on around and stop worrying about yourself?

I do.

What else?

Did you think he or she is stupid, hopeless, selfish, gone when just because they did it their way?

Have you ever had a problem and you think that persons the one to blame, just because? Would it ever be perfect again?

I wonder about all these alot.

Have you ever, realised that somebody in your life had done alot for you but you never noticed until its nearly gone?

Maybe so..

Have you ever think maybe people are too simple and they react differently from you? Hmm, yes, thats because people are different. They cant be who you want them to be or how their lives should be.

Have you ever wonder that eveything thats around you is falling apart like the earthcore separating itself, breaking.

Have you ever wonder, You're actually the one.

Thats what i've been telling myself all these years after the old man,Mr.Facioe left me with these heavy thoughts. I wanna be a better person. A better person to everyone i love. A sacrifice i can make for my future, my family, my friends and my life. To Mr.Facioe, thank you. His words left ringing in my ear," ..breathe in the right words. Sometimes, you just have to readjusts and start all over. Life always ends with a happy ending when you're happy and satisfied. Search for the pot of gold at the end of your rainbow. Always believe." "

-a story where it all started.

i was bored :D i copied this from microsoft words..i wrote this like -.- dono how long ago..because i thought it was pretty meaningful and depressing at the same time. Its part of a story, 5 pages full. Nawh, i'll stop here :D before i bore you with my old story. Theres alot of GRAMMATICAL ERROR though :/

'Watcha gonna do with all that junk? -.- stuck in my head! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

shui shuo wo yao dang ni de laopo o? (:

2010-04-14T07:32:00.000-07:00

mcd breakfast (:

im sad D: grow fatfat liao, after todays dinner..wow.

year3000 ;D

2010-04-12T05:32:00.000-07:00

Im planning for my mums bday (: Its the day after Charity Dinner which is 1May2010. Planned to get her a bouquet of flowers. Hmm, i asked Joey&Ing too. Ing said get flowers too (: Her favourite would be tulips. You know how beautiful tulips are? haha, check out the website to find out what each flower represents :D Maybe i'll get my dad to get her earrings too (: sweeeet. I'm currently loving BestDay by TaylorSwift <3 that song is love, i tell you! Its supposed to be dedicated to families, especially mums. Hmm. Gonna spend a family trip staying at a hotel i think? OMG, im imagining dedicating the song in public to my mum. Touching betul! :D but... -.- can die lah, apa ni. *Heart attack. ttud-tud-TUD-TUD.* Who knows whats gonna happen (: Still a long time away. 3 more weeks. Pheow.

SO WHATS GONNA HAPPEN? >;P DONO.

OHYA, JOEY GET WELL SOON!! YOUR KNEE WILL BE FINE :) EAT MORE SWEETS AND BETTER RUB IT SO THE BLUEBLACK WOULD GO AWAY.

&

KAIJIE, GET WELL SOON TOO!! YOUR LIPS WILL BE FINE AFTER A WEEK ONE :)
P/S : I DID NOT BITE HIS LIPS OKAY, NOT THAT GANAS.
Not just yet ;)
HA, im joking.

myfave place to chill now : bubbagump (:

what did i do this weekend? and last week. Have lotsa pics and planned to put them up but lazy leh.

so the picture for the day would be!

*TA-DAAAAAAA-TA-....DUMMM!!!!*

ADAM&BOO.

Muchlove,

Melody :)

hehe, purposely put my name in pinkish-pinkguava colour...er, which is still pink -.- nvm.

bananasmoothie.

2010-04-08T05:05:00.000-07:00

"Is it me? Or have i gone mad, i would smile my assoff for probably 3 seconds when i see you.

Probably thats because you do mean
something to me."

"..maybe its just me being paranoid. Maybe its just her face that has that kinda bitchy look. NAH, she doesnt scare me :D "

damn! they didnt win (: but made it thru the semifinal(isit?) hehe, at least they had fun! kaijie had fun too, he came back with extra muscle pains and exhaustion! ): made a charm bracelet for him too before the matches! hehe, lazy post pics up.

had xcountry trials this week too. OMG, I LOST MY..MY..STAMINA. I used to have probably 4/10.. thats really low. Now i have ZERO D: HAHA, i walkajogathoned with suzanne (: stoopid 6km plus walkajogathon was awfullll while MissNg&Tan was at home. BOOHOO :d At least didnt come home with bodyache!!
Gonna skip x-cOUNTRY on SAT. Have tution in the morning, cant postpone somemore. Hmm, should i just go? blue house need me! XD right? nooo?? D: sad.

eek, i havent bath since school ended just now..stupid laptop caught my eye.
BYE :D
OFF-TA SHOWER.

*x*

covergirl.

2010-04-05T07:05:00.000-07:00

I dont like it when people tag me in all sorts of picture tags, no offence (: im okay with it.. just not the same pic over&over&over again.
Hmm, i guess im not a really nice person after all XD Because, i get irritated when you keep updating me wherever you are or whatever you're doing because i have no intentions to know. And, like when you keep asking me the same thing everytime..ayok la.
You're a really nice friend (: its true. just a tid-bit clingy. Not shoo0ing you awway.. just.. heh telling XD

bet you dont know who you are! :D

GOODLUCK FOR MSSD TOMORO, BI (:
myheartswithyouandluckycharmwouldworkifyoubelieve :P

er, GO SRIKL ! XD LOL, SEEEE I ADE SKUL SPIRIT OK?

안녕히 주무십시요 (annyonghi jumushipsiyo)!

what do you call a fly that landed on a butter?? :D

2010-04-03T20:29:00.000-07:00

Butterfly! (: haha lame joke.

Morning (:

my Brunch for the day. but not that nice without cili padi! ): i couldnt find it in the fridge. sad.

I refuse taking pic of my whole head. HAHA, i look like an auntie :P Hmm, first thing i did after i woke up? Wash face, brush teeth, usual routines (: Bath chico! he smellls goooood. Looks good too! :D

OHYA! THE MOST IRONIC THING THAT HAPPENED TO ME. My iphone went on a car-ride (: Yups, it was siting at the back of the car placed at the windshield/ or whats that thingy called again? -.- The one that wipes the windows la k? haha. Was listening to music while bathing my darl. Then, my family went out. 3 mins later it occured to me that MY PHONE IS NOT WITH ME NOR IN THE HOUSE?! We don have a house phone. Had many handphones -.- ran upstairs and damn, hoped every phone had a simcard in it. Luckily my dad's other other other phone worked -.- PHEW, finally my dad answered.

Hello?

STOP THE CAR?!!!!

WHAT HAPPENED?? (guess he thought something happened at home)

MY PHONE IS AT THE BACK OF THE WINDSHIELD THING.

HAR?

MY PHONE IS AT THE BACK!

OH..OHHH! I SEE IT..CHAI (my bro) Jie's phone is at the back of the car.

*hung up* tut.tut.tut.

I know what my mum's gonna say when she gets back. My dad too -.- dang. If i lose that phone...die ): Nearly fell to my death too -.- chico ran into the house wet when i ran to look for a friggin phone. I ran down the stairs..the floor..so slippery -.-

Hmm, so i feel free without my phone (: hehe day-off.

LALALA.

pretty <3

Your watch ticking (:

2010-03-30T01:53:00.000-07:00

I believe that ~~boyfriends~~ people arent telepathic/mindreaders. But it might happen someday that he could right? haha. Since then, yeah its true..I really believe they seriously cant even catch a simple hint. Maybe my hints aint obvious. Its not the first time though :P Im that kind where i tell him what i exactly want cos' he cant read me i know haha :) but for today..

me x

look icecream~
oh, do you want one?
nope, dowan :3 (hoping* was trying to know if he would notice?)
oh okay.
(im disapointed D: )
I wanna go buy ice cream.
OHkay! (i bet he's gettin it for himself ...)

YES, he bought it..

*TADAAAA!~

for himself.

FINEEEE, hahaha men cant read minds!!! I repeat, they justs dont do mindreading. Or maybe he's just not there yet. HAHAHA.

its kinda cute (i mean the situation) though, how dumbdumb my brain is. Sometimes i wonder why i do stupid things ;D

But it doesnt bother me, i wonder why?
Cos' he does the sweeterst stuff that i can ever imagine..just not when it comes to hopes&hints. (:

xoxo.

cute (:

2010-03-19T21:55:00.000-07:00

wtf is wrong with the society?!

2010-03-18T07:51:00.000-07:00

Seriously, did you guys watch the videos where the girl kena bully kaokao? [ dont wanna post it here.] They stripped her. OMG, fckin childish -.- i know, its none of my business but it pissed me off XD somehow, yes it did. She yelled for help but they wouldnt stop. Damn gila! Hope those b*tches&f*ckers go to HELL. Think theyre so cool, NOT. Wonder what goes through their mind when they did that. Hope it haunts them to death or kena rape by some maniac and kena..er..WHATEVER thats horrible enough ! >:D HA. Its like whaat, 21st century now? Theyre acting like they're barbarians. Guess their BARBARIC days aint over yet. Poor girl ):

Haihya. useless people. Lack of attention, think its cool to do that because there are boys around and perasan? -.- I hope their parents kick them out of the house! HAHA, wait? Do they even have any? Bet they disowned the 'useless' kids already.

....
im so..garang/mean/vicious? AHA, this is not the garang me (: You have yet to see the garang me. Teehee (: Well, they deserved what comes around, goes around.

Cool anot :D HAHA, PURPOSELY PUT RED ^^ "MY BLOG VELLIX COLOURFUL ORHXX :D " XD LALA LANGUAGE AH.

bluecheese?

2010-03-17T18:32:00.000-07:00

안녕하세요 !

Tom and Jerry is on CN right now (: WTH, the hen hears the music from the jukebox thingy and started shaking its feathery butt and laid eggs? -.- not lay.. its more like poofing out. nvm. hahaha :D Im waiting for my ttion teacher to come now. sien dou sei ah! ): im hungry. I WAN EGGS. HAH, blame Jerry. Omg lah, my teacher is always changing time and stuff.. gosh.. i feel so lazy to go tution nowadays. She gotta throw my like lotsa homework man, if not how to score A D: SOB.

Anyway, went sunway yesterday with baby (: Celebrated his belated birthday, which was Monday where i wished him in my last blogpost. Went to redbox :P Sang retard songs, kinda.. ate he "3-SPOONFUL OF CAKES" & i had 2 spoonful. Which equals to one small piece okay. And he ate the pink heart too. Had our lunch there too, claypot chicken something and fish&chips! After that, walked around. Went to get movie tickets for 3:20pm. Couldnt watch Remember Me ( few), chose BookOfEli instead. Oklah the movie, its about em, a guy who was actually blind managed to walk his life through for 30 years with a huge leathered bible. He memorised the whole bible too. The way he fought dam cool weih. *jakun'ted*

blablabla, i was hungry AGAIN :/ Walked to Shihlin to makan. Kaijie hated the mee sua! :P told him it was bad. i likey the rice/chicken/coldtofu. Bumped into KimHong? hmm, whatever (: less care about him. ( he had blonde funny hair) Then made our way back to the cinema to watch. Hmm, after that we walked around again.. and i went homeeee :B

Hm, its always the same routine. No difference (Its sunway?!). I mean, its true! Dont you think so? Ohya, why the 1 piece/ 3 spoons of cake. He wasnt in the mood for cake then. It was BR icecream cake. Yes, and so? Ice cream melts! ): the cake melted? -.- wtf. sadist. HAHA, NO MORE BR cake FOR HIM! :P But he was so happy to cut the cake and stuff (: He never done that before. First time? Probably. At least he was happy (: hee.

WorldClassChocolate-icecream.

it doesnt even look heartshape..compared to the one they put on display -.-

THE PROCESS :D haha.

Chico's back from boarding house :D hehe.

he wont stay put! cant even take a pic of him xD

[morning watery eyes ): looked as if i cried.]

its not like im not chubbie enough (gained), im eating nasi lemak for brunch.
haha :P

random fact : i like scones.

2010-03-14T21:22:00.000-07:00

OHAYO (:

First of all, Happy Birthday to ♥KhooKaiJie who turned 17 today. I called him at 12am SHARP (: Sang him a birthday song and iloveyou ! (: heehee. I'm glad i was the first person to wish you all these years since kindergarten?, on phone and right on time. Thank you for everything (: "You know what i mean." Im all the way in Singapore now, stayed 2 nights. Heh, i'll be back in no time!

See you on Wednesday, bi (:

Came to Singapore to visit my grandpa and the others (: He's well now. Like usual, we had our own time with cousins :D You know whaaaat? I now know that they're like the lame king and queen! xD Can see where the trait comes from. * ahem*

example : Theres an evil witch in this area

you're at that would eat handsome/pretty boys or girls.

Would you leave the area with the sampan or speedboat?

answer -

if you chose either of them (Highlight to see answer, below).

You think u very handsome/ pretty ah?!

Funny? (: AND they do the funniest things. haha, two days isnt enough to spend time ): sad. MM. Im like alone at home with Darren and grandpa. Cheryl went for one of her clubs' hike activity, aunt went to work. Family went out makan. Bleh, hope they buy something nice for me to eat!!! ;D fat adi luuu, but its okayy!

Anyway, this is what happened in the last few days :d

Friday

Camwhored @ Popular ! random books!

( joey, ing : i want the other pics too :D faster update.)

its'sbeenforeversincewe'vedonethis (:

VAINITYINTOILET.

she loved her redhotwedges (: first pair!

WoAh, whos that lady with the graffiti! 2pm model*? (;

i shall repeat :

*its been forever since we've erm, paid rm26 for lil' pictures. boothed ._.

thelovewehavefor eachother (:

*SHOBANA WAS MISSING FROM THE PICS ): SHE HAD TO LEAVE EARLY, BOOHOO Y.Y i dont have a pic with her. Maybe they have it, i want!

keke (:

LOL, Malvin couldnt recognize me from far with these. Yay, new disguise :P

OTW to Singapore (:

Charles&Nicky.

We were karaoke-ing in car the whole journey xD Air Supply.

Nicky fell asleep. Spot Pikachuie.

Stopped at Muar.

*porksatay. Damn famous there. Its in the old town area if you wanna go.

Dont forget, the otak-otak. Wonder why they call it otak-otak?

random fact no.2 : i dont like otak-otak :)

annnnddd this! (: soo yummychummie <3 seriously. Its like, charsiewwithglutinousrice. Available only (i think, cant find it any place else?) in Muar, opposite the satay/otak stalls. not sure whats it called :O

Finally at JB.

While mum tapau-ed some lauk to bring back to Singapore. I bought this! (: Do you guys recall this? i bet it was one of your fave childhood toy. It was for me. hahaha.

and bought the sweet'asam (shunmuii) too.

(Reached Singapore.)

HEH, Nicky went to play with the plastic bubble thingy. I didnt even have a chance ahaha! :D oh well. Kids should have these memories with them (: instead of just lifeless PSPs and PS3s.

Next morning, went to IMM to have breakfast with my uncle. Whole family gathering (: at CrystalJade Restaurant. OMG, the whole table was filled with dimsum. ( random fact 3: i like dimsum, but not a fan of it.)

was eating that pao or whatever fried pao with meat inside thingy -.-

During dinner! :P

YOU HAVE TO TRY THIS (: its yummmmmyyy! Cherrytomatoes with the sweet'asam/shunmui (:

Mum cooked dinner (: haha, nice righ? It taste as it looks (:

inset : Thai fish, fried chickenwings, curryribs( kari pai kut), and vegee.

In cousins room :D

HA.

Read this :

CLick to enlarge? if it works.

breakfast for today! ^^

Chee cheong fun & yao char kuey ( dam long okay!!! XD)

THE END :D

heartme.

PS : happy birthday bii, again! :*

Of all lies, tears & anger and hungry kisses. i forgive.

2010-03-11T02:28:00.000-08:00

If My Heart Was A House

You're the sky that I fell through, and
I remember the view whenever I'm holding you
The sun hung from a string
Looking down on the world as it warmed over everything

CHills run down my spine
As our fingers entwine
And your sides harmonize with mine
Unmistakably, I can still feel your heart beat fast when you dance with me

We got older and I should have known
[do you feel alive?]
That I'd feel colder when I walk alone
[oh but you'll survive]
So I may as well ditch my dismay
[bombs awayyy]
[bombs awayyy]

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass, you'd be North
Risk it all cause I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house, you'd be home

It makes me smile because you said it best
I would clearly feel blessed if the sun rose up from the west
Flower bomb perfume
All my clothes smell like you cause your favorite shade is navy blue

I walk slowly when I'm on my own
[do you feel alive?]
Yeah but frankly I still feel alone
[oh, but you'll survive]
So I may as well ditch my dismay
[bombs awayyy]
[bombs awayyy]

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass, you'd be North
Risk it all cause I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house, you'd be home

If my heart was a house, you'd be home

They were tears of happiness (: clickheretowatch . Most touching video i've ever watched. i think? Its so sweet. HAHA, i watch them say yes with excitement, some jumped around, some cried. I wonder what would i do if it happened to me? XD nahhhh, STILL GOT A LONG WAY.

karipap!

2010-03-11T00:56:00.000-08:00

YAY! Gonna watch AliceInTheWonderland tomorrow after school with my darlings (: WHEREE, you say? As usual, Sunway. LMAO.

I dont wanna be in marchpass like wth. But i have to because of a 3 trillion reasons.

1. Not enough people.

2. Our newbies aren't all that good ):

3.... because im a SENIOR.

Bleh. ANDDDD..SOOOO! nvm lah hor. Its our last year (: Just make the best of it. I just dont wanna be under the sun ): i'll be sweating (Hope its windy *.*)! i'll get tanner! i'll get..not sure yet but something la. GAAA! 4 years in marchpass. Haha. PLease, if you guys think its easy.. and the worst thing a person could ever join? -.- Its not. People just dont wanna be seen marching down the track and be yelled at..or like think its damn malu or something. Maybe? nawh, its just my theory (: SOME. I made friends there heh, nice people. And lalalala.

GO BLUE! :D (ahem, im not really that semangat)

Q : How you feeling? You alright?

A : yeah, just tired.

Q : whatcha do?

A: RUNNING.

Q : I know. Tired running around my heart ya? (:

A :wt...f... -.-

(: SMILES.

2010-03-10T05:35:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY CHICO (:

MY 蔡宝宝 (:

You're my one&onlyson :D
Forever your bestbessst ownermumii.
i made my parents to become your gonggong and popo + my brothers, your uncle.
You're my one and only notti baobao.
I love it when you do funny tricks just to get my attention and for the treats/food. You eat whatever there thats on the table or floor too! (used to. my poor maggimee and pao xD )
I will never forget the first time i carried you in my arms that night (:
The way you sniffed your way in the car trying to get used to it and you fell asleep ^^ How cute. And, how much you would want to put your head outta the window to feel the breeze..and u learned how to open the window too!! -.-

haha whatever it is. i love you chicochuababy! (:

i baked a cake for him today. Instant way.

the thingy i got from 100yen-shop. hehe ^^

dog-cookie crumbs at the bottom.

Bater it down! :P haha. the one with the heart was without the crumbs..it was for bro wan.

looks funny, taste nice.

Wahaha :P

Chico : OOH, CAKE! (thoughts : wattheheck is that??)

hehe excited! :D

FASTER! GIMME EAT! ;D

*NYOMNYOMNYOM*

Happy birthday, kuai ka! ❤

.

2010-02-27T23:06:00.000-08:00

my blog not urs.

Wrong Man For The Job- JOJO.

goodluck for exam.

BLAHBLAHBLAH- KE$HA :D

2010-02-19T04:41:00.000-08:00

hello everybody !

First Of All, Happy ChineseNewYear to all chinese (: And happy holidays to all the non-chinese. haha hOlidays leh. I went back to Singapore to celebrate (: HAD FUN. At least, new years was more fun this year than last year. *PHEW* We stayed at my uncle's condo, CashewHills (i think.) First day was normal lah, haha nothing much happened. Next day, went to the temple to pray my late-grandma, aunt, and great-uncles and all. Helped around (: Had to book tables there so we could put the food that were part of the praying process. Then went to the back to visit the urn thingy. Heh, all of us said our blessings. Luckily, grandpa was quite well. He had a mild-heartattack last week. But he was free to discharge from hospital but under our own risks. I was like so scared i would lose another family member. I know, i know. People we love and care about are bound to leave us someday but not too soon, please.

And sooo, after the whole temple thing.Followed my cousins, Cheryl&Darren to some other place while family went home (: Darren had to go for dialysis. We walked a few blocks away from the flats to have lunch first. He had wantan mee, while me and Cheryl had chicken rice and char-siew rice respectively. After that, walked back to the building. DANG, I had fun listening to the makcik and uncles talking while waiting for Cheryl to help her brother out in the dialysis room. The makcik joked to the uncle that "tak ape la. if glass break and polis datang, you ambil cardboard dan glu. tape back lah! then pintu dah ok kan? " hahahaha wth weih xD the uncle knocked the glass quite hard..and they all joke joke together (: see how all the bangsa2 unite :D then they were talking bout go home cook curry rendang or soemthing for CNY. then blablabla..on the way home, dropped by ChoaChuKang mall..bought earrings! :P Cousin wanted to get them for me. 3 for $5. 3 earrings, one anklet; 2 earrings for her. "Thanks cheryl! (: mwahs!" I've thanked her soo many times. hahaha.

mm anyway..

-.- lazy to continue to blog bout cny.

*Family had our usual dinner together (: lou sang.

*played cards. omg i lost $2 -.- played 21.
*spend time with cousins (: swimming and stuff.
*walked around Orchard Road before left for JB. BTW, there was this old lady. omg pity her la :/ Was coming out of Takashimaya.. then i spotted this oldlady. She had orange/red hair..abit like Marge from Simpsons. Nope, im not talking about her HAIR. She was sitting open-legged. AND then, the wind was blowing, so windy. Her skirt was fluttering.. it was not a good sight. Beige undies. plus, she looked so stoned :/ her arms were like on her tighs.. mm she sat like some gangsta auntie. blehks, dont wanna talk about it already.
* left for JB, we had dinner with dad's friends family (:
*then, went home! :P

bro's :P

Missss Ingrid&Joey la! ): ayoh. One week and didnt get to see them -.- wth.

And as for yesterday, SiewHock,Kaijie & SoonLay came over by surprised (: haha, they played cards. stoned and then left. hahahaha it was pretty boring! :D thought the boys left already but nope. They were chasing taxi's and looking for one. Dad offered to give them a ride as we were going out for dinner (: Dropped SiewHock at the taxi stop at SS15 McD's behind school. And went to have dinner opposite. Kaijie tagged along. After dinner, went Jenjarom (: heh, then to Dong Tan Si. Not as pretty as last 2 years i went but it was still pretty la. ALOT OF PPL LEH! :D haha -.- After walking around, dropped him back home (: nope, didnt had the chance to pai nian at his house.

kaijie (:

Thats all (:

goodnight. -.- deadblog.

byebye :)

白白的 (:

2010-01-31T02:49:00.000-08:00

Enought of emo posts !! :)

你是无形的伤口

你平白的咬一口

再多的爱也不够

都不够　不够　超完美伤口

^.^ byebye! (:

mad.

2010-01-29T06:09:00.000-08:00

well, i dont know what i can do now. if it doesnt go that way, then it doesnt ): im not perfect. im the one who always doesnt have time for you. Thats why i've thought of leaving. But i can never do it. selfish of me? to see you hurt that way. i was never ok, the moment i said im fine to answer your question. You needed me, i wasnt there. You were the one who was always there. I wish i was...mm, yeah. The longer it goes on, the harder to leave. fml seriously. fml, for the very first time.

heartache?

yeah.

i dont know what goes on in my mind ): i never thought of being another person when we argue and stuff, do you? i just have that theory. when someone thinks like that, it would never last. True?

dont take it so hard and dont put your whole heart in the "relationship, they say. its true. i'm listening. but i think i went over the barrier. its hard to forget everything since day 1.

i miss you ): i need you here.

All I Need Is You.

2010-01-26T06:04:00.000-08:00

(: i love this song. You really should listen to this. Plus, this girl's voice is pretty awesome (: came across it after looking for JaySean's Down (candlelight remix).

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bu yao wen wo. zhi yao bao zhe wo.

2010-01-25T01:55:00.000-08:00

GOOD EVENING PEOPLE :D

IM HAPPY, THAT MEANS IF YOU'RE HAPPY IM HAPPY. WE ALL HAPPY..and then makan ice cream together. er, have no idea what i just typed. ahem.

i find it funny when yw ( whoever you are xD :) ) ask me what makeup i use. i dont use any..except for eye makeup.. LOL haha. I love eye makeup like SERIOUSLY! :D I wanna buy like every single colour and pretty brushes with my initials on it (; Fave m'up artist : Michelle Phan. hehe, i love makeup like a man love their money. Does that make any sense to you?? School was supa- boring la xP other than daily friend, bf and teacher dramas (: phew, today didnt kena scold by any teachers. Not like i always kena la..still! ^-^

WEEEEE~! aiyak.

CNY is coming soon :D cant wait! CANT WAIT! "Gong Xi FA CHAI, Hong Pao Na Lai!" with a biggg smilee :D sigh, but it wont be as fun as 2 years..i miss my Popo and Gong Gong ): everytime i think about them i wanna cry. Miss them like ..i cant even describe that feeling. Without them, new years is like nothing. No more going back to Melaka to visit them, eat their cooking, helping them out, listen to stories about their old young times and chit-chat before we fall asleep, no more laughters of theirs. I wanna go pasar with my grandma ): So fun. Eat roti canai with sugar and yumcha at the mamak at midnight with my grandpa and cousins which is just few houses away. No more, asking them stupid questions on purpose. I wanna listen those stories 'bout GongGong at the jungle hunting for wildboars and whatever animals :P It was funny. They were the best grandparents i ever head. Yes, my other grandpa ( dads side) is too..but we're not close as i cant speak teochew. I found their pictures that day and i miss them.. i miss them more than words can express by itself. I hate it when we reach the corner of the housing area..passing the petrolstation..not having to turn left. But, to go straight to somewhere else.

[i think i wrote about this too..during last years cny..]

But all i can do is just pray good for them. Treasure everyone you love around you, seriously. They'll live in my/families hearts always ): [<3]

.....

Other than that, i have maths homework today! Not to mention business studies and history too! D: aihks.

gotta go then. TTFN :)

I might not be here for Valentines Day. Does that mean i hafta give you the present early??? :) heh. Hope the "gift" doesnt fail to make your stummy happy (:

Currently in love with QinRen by DingDang.

lazy to find the chinese characters.

YOU GUYS HAFTA WATCH AUTUMNS'CONCERTO/ XIA YI ZHAN, XIN FU. OMG. Im watching in on PPS. One week one episode ): dam sad okay! One month 4 episodes!! ): suffer awaits.

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te quiero'

2010-01-22T07:29:00.000-08:00

Hello (: BonjOur?

Byee :P

hickeys.

2010-01-21T09:46:00.000-08:00

Melody Chua Jia En, cant sleep tonight. Why? because she slept for 5 hours after she came back from skul ): im stoned. Bi's asleep, after a long day. Hope he's alrighty after the whole emotexts. The only thing i cant do is 'tam' him back ): i so lousy arh? Everything i said with efforts.. he's still moody. kaokao la! ): ayok.

omfs lah.

BTW, i quit piano last week (: WOOHOO. gonna head to sunway tomorrow for a lil'shopping spree.

Need new skirts, shorts, bags, belts, hairtie, makeup?, lingerie?, need to get Chico new toys and new bowl, gummybears, shoes, hmm what else? :D GUI LING GAO!!!! I WANT. HEHE.

im just so plain bored now. Guess im gonna try to sleep now (: Goodnight or rather GoodMorning (;

xo. <3 bumbum.

SUPERJUNIORS March20 :D AHHH! *excitement* woohoo! kyuhyun & sungmin! :P yay.

p/s : i seriously eat like nobody business when im sad, pissed and moody ): this is bad. i gobbled up the whole icecream sundae in 10 mins. bet i gained 129836745633 calories. kiddin (: BUT, the good thing is ice cream DO make you feel better.

Not so stupid anymore (:

2010-01-18T02:13:00.000-08:00

woohoo.. hello peeps (:

Was late to school today :D HAHA. em, was that suppose to be funny? yeah, i think so ^-^

i bought the stuffs for making a bento already (: YAY. hehe. Gotta practice to make a perfect one before (fill-in-blanks) [<3]

Just watched Juno on tv. LOL, still find it such a simplistic movie but like it.

Can you imagine yourself pregnant? And still a teen? :P

HAHA, sexually active. hmm *browsbrows* Wondering whose the first person that crosses your mind when you hear that word XD Its wonderful to become a mom (: Hardwork but, i wouldnt know yet. Thats my opinion la. OMG, still got long long LOOOONG TIME AWAY.

Nawh, i'm still goodgirl (:

Secretly i think he's the one. I fell harder for him than anyone else and more than i thought i would. But, as i said and kept it as a principle in my life to not do anything like that before im married to the one that loves me like forever till old and then mati together xD Gotta find that someone whom i wont regret being with (: Someone that will love me for i am, and respects me for who i am and what i do. I wanna be in a relationship where agreements and decisions are made together with lil' arguements that would guarantee perfection for life (; You should not be selfish and only care about half a side of the situation and not his/her point of view and blablabla kan? Of course, honest and trust and others too :P

Little things are the ones that matters the most. Dont you agree?

Baby, its you ♥

SUPERJUNIORS WEI!!!! XD AHHHHHHH! <3

2010-01-16T02:48:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAHA EXCITING NEWS !!! :D SUPER JUNIORS ARE COMING XD OMF!!!! DAM HIGH WEI =.=

HOPE THEY REALLY COME. IF NOT ): SAD LA. LMAO. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOGMGOMG!!@#%%#@#!!!!

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

CAN YOU SPOT MY EXCITEMENT?!

SUNGMIN!!!!! KYUHYUN!! ( I think thats how its spelt)

http://sup3rjunior.wordpress.com/2010/01/14/super-junior-is-coming-to-malaysia/

this website say wan.. dono :P but please say they are!!!! omg!!!! XD

Too Beautiful For Words

2010-01-15T20:48:00.000-08:00

Lazy update much :P

At DaVinciExhibition.

Wit the retard : Alex.

LOL.

Amanda :D

Amanda and robot?

Irad :P

Shirloo! (: darn cute kan? haha.

The bridge they made (: The guide there underestimated us, cheyh!

Rainbow outside ma' house :P

Mi lurvess :P

"i wish.." XD or rather, "WAAA!!!" :D

New friend, middle : Shobana (:

Brunch for today :D

nyomnyomnyom :*

woohoo.. hoo.. hah. right ._.

PICTURE FOR LAUGHS :d

was doin that eyethingy.. forgot whats it called.

ohwell (: gdbye. farewell!

WEEEEEE!

XO.

i wish i was single-minded. So we wont hafta hurt. especially you.

2010-01-12T01:22:00.000-08:00

): aih. im blue.

可以嗎讓我和你對調
希望換成你愛我愛的快要瘋掉
知道嗎你對我多重要
只是現在的我們並不適合擁抱
愛隨著風飄蕩飄過了
你嘴角飄到天涯海角
把我困在這城堡哪裡也逃不了

我不要別人溫柔的懷抱聽不見你的心跳
連我熟悉的味道再也聞不到
我只要你愛我一次就好從淺淺你的暗號
我想再次親耳聽到

可以嗎讓我和你對調
希望換成你愛我愛的快要瘋掉
知道嗎你對我多重要
只是現在的我們並不適合擁抱
愛隨著風飄蕩飄過了
你嘴角飄到天涯海角
把我困在這城堡哪裡也逃不了

我不要別人溫柔的懷抱聽不見你的心跳
連我熟悉的味道再也聞不到
我只要你愛我一次就好從淺淺你的暗號
我想再次親耳聽到

我不要別人溫柔的懷抱要你真實的依靠
那是短暫止痛藥很快會失效
你只要再哄我一次就好讓我可以很驕傲
記住我擁有過的好
記住在你懷裡微笑

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Just watched Pucca (:

Garu looks SUPER familiar, nyeheh.

wo zhi xiang ni kai xin.

maybe "you're all that matters" are no longer true.

2010-01-05T04:11:00.000-08:00

NEED NEW CLOTHES? IN-NEED OF MEGAMAJORSERIOUS-SHOPPING GETAWAY?

COME VISIT WTF, fierce sexy hot fashionale trends.

Click on the WTF above as link (;

Manda, i hope this helps out :P

Salahkah aku mencintaimu?

2010-01-04T23:28:00.000-08:00

Hello (:

2nd day of school and i skipped it. I kena some allergic reaction from something somewhere ): Thought it was some mosquito bites last night when family was out with aussie cousins for dinner :D heh. Wow, Randall(15) is sooo much taller now. Not to mention, grew more handsome. And baby Renae/ Renee is so cute! Haha, she's so chubby wubbie. As family says, she's like me when i was a baby? When i'm at that age, im the naughtiest baby :D i run away and all around places all the time. Until, family had to reserve a V.I.P room when in restaurants so they would not hafta chase me around the tables XD Hope to see them later (:

The purpose of me bloggin today is to post this really good love song i've heard on MTV (:

The AsianTakeaway artist of the month, Nidji! from Indonesia :D It's called Sudah. Its kinda emo though? Lyrics are repeated.

Salahkah aku
Mencintaimu
Memilikimu
Menyayangimu

Jangan paksakan kita untuk
Slalu bersama
Jangan paksakan kita untuk
Slalu mencinta

Salahkah aku
Mencintaimu
Memilikimu
Menyayangimu

Bila kita harus berpisah, sudah
Biarkan ini semua berakhir, sudah
Cinta memang tak harus milikki

Btw, Gastineau Girls is sooooo boring -.- Dont know what their show's talking about. Do you guys actually watch it?

bye :P

Whatever happened?

i wish you all the best la (:

What happens under the table?

2010-01-03T01:16:00.000-08:00

hello ! (: haha, hope you guys got fooled by the title -.- kiddin. LAME ;D

Guess you guys know what Bento's are right? (: Recently i'm like soooo in love with them. HA, not by eating them but looking and wanting to design one of my own bento boxes too (;

Here are some pictures of it :

Example of one of the bento boxes (:

cute right? spot the seaweed as eyes! @.@

Nintendo DS :D

aww (: DOMOKUN! "Noah's Arc"

A fan of Hello Kitty? haha, why not design it your own way :P

Creative huh? Veggie as sleeves :P

Well, there are MORE designs and different variaties of bento's. Just google it ;P Hmm, imagine making it for your future children! XD HAHA, or rather yourself, friends, boyfriends, girlfriends or just enter some BentoCompetition and kick ass (; ya?

Plus, you'll definitely enjoy admiring it then devour (hahaha, devour sounds a lil' too dramatic) in your stomach..

You can also get the stuff to make the shapes and cuts and all you need for a Perfect Bento box :D in 100YEN shop! Bet most of you know where or what it is, lurvee the snacks there! :D There's one in Taipan too, next to StationOne.

Yups, unfortunately..mu mum wont let me get them ): But no worries, im not in a rush to make one or anything. I'll have them someday..mwAhHahhA. Phew :O *breathahemcoughs*

Clickhereto find out more about Bento Recipes, Tips and all (:

Omg, boredness of Facebook and more have driven me mad posting about this xD But blogs arent always about what goes on in our daily lives right? hehe.

WOOHOO~ school starts tomorrow! should i be this :D or D: ?????

Gotta go get ready for dinner now (: weehoo! btw, Chico was so adorable just now! I thought he was growling at someone at the staircase or shadow.. but nobody was upstairs. AND, it turns out it was the golfbag -.- he must have thot it was some thing or monster (: teehee! cuteness! :)

Żegnaj, for now! (: that means Goodbye in Polish.

.[<3]

Another year,

2010-01-01T06:28:00.000-08:00

Another day (:

Good Evening to you, you & YOU (:

Lets start off with..

my funny picture with fringe up :P

was at home ma.

oh btw, HappyNewYear 2010! (: forget the past, welcome the new! heh. My motto for this year. Hm, I'm wondering how have you all been? Hows your holidays? :P haha. I practically visited the whole of Malaysia d (: except for some Pulau's : PulauTioman&PulauPerhentian. hehehe, im sucha "patriotic" person! :D You know what guys? Totally hafta visit like places in Malaysia first before you migrate and stuff. And for ppl who has wrong thoughts of Kelantan ppl and PAS. OMG, they are super nice there (: anyway back to the point, you hafta visit like kedah and others to see the BeautyOfOurBeautifulCountryMalaysia. Seriously, the greens and the kampungness..dam nice lah! XD ohmy, kampung girl.

Family woke up very early at 6am to get ready. Grabbed our breakfast : i forgot what.

Ok, so went through Kelantan using the old roads. Even though its loooong and winding; plus from big lanes in highways to small lanes that looked like they were shrinking, the views were awesome. Mountains/Hills..plantations. People selling petai along the roads (fyi, i dont like petai), cows and goats grazing grass, there were really cute kampung houses too! :D some looked so historical, like back into the old stories in our sejarah books. and some just looked plain scary :/ the house looked it was roboh-ed but dont entirely and it was dusty, it had a biiig garden but filled with long grasses. Blablabla, i spotted durian trees!!! :P yum. So reached K'tan around afternoon. Wow, then started to have like lotsa mosques on the right and left side of road. SOOO many malay citizens, haha why? because it was their prayer time ma. Ayoh, the mosque so cute somemore. Each of them different colours (: and then, suddenly remembered what my friend told me about Makkah. So i asked my dad. And he told me properly what it was, heh its kinda unique. When we reached KotaBharu, the town was empty -.- E.M.P.T.Y! Forgot that the most k'tan penduduk are Muslims so they went for prayer :P Then met dads friend, Auntie Doreen. Shes nice and abit weird? and annoying. She brought us around to makan for whole 2 days. I was sick of the food except for the Thai dinner Chiangmai Restaurant (: Thai chef. They served FriedBees too. It was delish~ K'tan is famous for Nasi Dagang. And found out NasiDagang aint my cup of tea haha. But it was Seeedap (: We also had the FriedChicken and dono what currychicken rempah or something. People there speak BM but in their own way. Ex : Ikan becomes Ik'eh. A becomes E.. lol. We visited Buddhist temples too (: Nice place. Huge Sleeping Buddha was the first. Second was a huge buddha sitting on a lotus. There was this gallery where it tells us what we would get in return in Hell after all the sins. OMG, scary ok. The art was pretty detailed. In Hell, everyone is naked.

one was like if you stole someones gf/bf purposely or date someone whos married and playa's and infilial la. They will be punished be climbing onto a tree with thorns all over ( during our drive back -.- i spotted a tree like that.) And you only have one choice. If you come down from the tree, the wild dogs will attack you so you hafta climb sas high as possible! Imagine that, naked and pricked by thorns and gettin attacked by wilddogs :/

Scary leh. Yes, i'm a believer.

I have all the pics of food and stuff there but lazy to load here D: what to do? The 3rd day, we left KB and used the loong way to get outta K'tan. Passed Golok and Hatyai. Haha, ppl there speak thai, english and their bm :O This journey was better. More greens and forests. Ive never seen SO many trees in my life. when there are trees, there are Monkeys too (; heh. But throughout the whole journey, there were dead animals on road ):

Then like, we stayed one night in Ipoh bcos we had tickets to LostWorldOfTambun in Ipoh City. Bleh, Sunway is MUCH better! They have hotspring here tho (: nice.

That was my holiday. Just came back from Jb last week too. Haha. Happy anot i update??

OHYA! We also gave TanJoeYee, my special friend a surprise birhtday party in Recbox, Sunway (: hehe. It was (<3).

& for Xmas Eve, celebd a dayout with kaijie. We had guilingao (: haha, and took pica's too. Bumped into shaoyan and his bunch of girlfriends and Shobana and her mummy i think? they were lovely (: haha. lalala, i left Sunway at 6. Went to KL for dindin with fam. haha Countdown was fun for me :D Me and bro met new friends (; heh. They're from Penang. We have eachothers FB and no's now. Well, he looks better than his pics for all i know. Name was Mithilesh. The sisters name was ..er..ShaSha i think? Theyre chinese-mixed. Hot (: I kena attack from various strangers with the foamspray OMG. weak much? -.- But managed to get back at them :D hehe.

Ytd had new years dinner at dad's frens hse. Had lambsteak and mihun and my mum's curry chicken :D bestnya. mm, lambsteak was failure. Not marinated and tak ade taste pun -.- plus, no ketchup ): haha oh wells. Met new friend name Phobe, 11. She's so adorable la! she looks like Dai Cheong Gam from the korean drama. We talked random stuff. And got a lil shock by a call from ing telling me she was drunk -.- haha. Lucky nthn bad happened!

BTW, i was bored and randomly looking thru google and found this anorexic site . Its so sad looking at the way these people type. Ruining their lives and wasting away their lives worrying bout how they look like. ForGodSake, why are people so insecure? You shouldnt be afraid to be yourself and care about what people say. You know? Everyone wants to be thin and pretty. But thats not it. I do call myself fat sometimes but only after i eat? normal kan -.- and when im hungry i EAT ALMOST EVERYTHING! :P cos i love food, cant live without it. Imagine me with 2 plates of NasiLemak. PeerPressure says it all. God bless everyone who has eating disorders. heh they need help, and if people would just stop counting numbers on their scales and start loving their body this thing wouldnt even happen and careless about looking bad when they actually look good. But anyway, we wouldnt understand them deep inside..and how they think :/

Schools starting in 4 days! AHHHH :P My last year in school.OMGOMGOMG! D:

goodnight (:!

teddybear,wo xi huan ni de yong bao (:

2009-12-08T00:13:00.000-08:00

Hello bloggie :D hehe.

Wow, feels like its been a really long time since i've posted something up here other than random music videos from youtube an

d stuff (: Guess what i'm up to? Making stars for my dad haha. shh, dont tell him aite? :D Omg, my thumbs are aching but worth it lah. Went ou yesterday with Joey. haha, currently waiting for Ing to come back from camp to go ice skating! :D wahoo! *ahem, exaggerated expression*

>;P

OH, gonna go sunway tonight (: YAY, shopping babeh! xD mum justs told me. Ok, back to the bloggie. Hmm, what have i been up to lately? Last month, cousins from Sarawak came to stay wit us (: HAd loads FUN in SUnway Lagoon. I sat for the 360 degree ship thingy for the first time :D cant wait to do it again! HAHA. dam syiok weih, except i screamed my lungs out and was hoping the people infront of me wont drool or let their saliva spraying outta their mouths when facing my side :/ Went to JB too & Melaka haha! i missed

Melaka! ): I cried silently with my hoodie over me, cos when passing the place where we used to take that road down to my grandparents hse. Memories were flashing down the road. Heh, but they're in a better place now and i'll Never forget them. Hmm had satay celut (however you spell it). That restaurant not nice at all la, the peanut sauce thingy was not sedap enuf! I still like the old place we, family used to have. haha. I practically makan-ed all the way from JB to Melaka -.- Darn fattening! But remember?

Fat People Are Happy People! :D

oh btw, Happy Birthday to Jasmine Han (:

I know im not close close to you but, you're always my friend no matter what and i'll be here for you x) ! Sorry couldnt come to sunway today too. Hope you enjoyed your 16teen (:

ohkayy im not going to sunway -.- mum dont wanna wait for me. ish. whatever lah. I hate staying at home i tell you! I'm a home person but not everyday lah..sien tau? -.-

er, where was i? XD forgotten. Hmm wonder how's baby at work now? (: 2 hours till he can go home. Table's like supa-supa messy..filled with the folding star papers. Im going Kelantan this week. Friday. Right on my Dad's birthday, haha. Whats in Kelantan? Food? HAHA, yummy. Think i'm gonna google about it later. But bet im gonna have fun somehow (: Prom's in 2 weeks, i think?? o.O Im not that excited la, feels normal. LOL maybe cos its not my last year. Havnt found a dress to wear yet, as in i havent been dress hunting -.- maybe tomorrow or next week (:

Omg, did you know that i love tiramisu :D hehe, its so so YUMMY! sweet :*

Whoever's reading this, i think you're gonna think this girl so random one. I'm reading it myself and my post is all over the place (: but i like it. Chico's sitting on the chair looking outside right now. He really wants to go out, i can tell. But not gonna let him. RAINING LA, HOW? i wanna go out for a walk aso can-not! :P

FYI, im writing like this purposely (: haha its fun, dont you think so? I cant believe i'm form5 next year ): Time just wont slow down. Mentioning 'bout time, i wanna watch Time Travellers Wife. i belum watch yet. aihyaiyai. Outdated much? VERY. I hate iphone for a reason. you cant post photos while using imac -.- or maybe i just dont know how. dang, and its so complicated. AND the battery runs out really fast. Lucky i kept my sony ericson with me, haha.

Oh wells, gtg now (: Before my post becomes a filled with complaints :P i did something outrageous last night again! XD hope he had good laughs (: friends right?

signing off,

captain ~~sparrow~~jiaen :D

cluckin'goods.

2009-11-30T05:01:00.000-08:00

HELLO :D

Cousins are staying wit me&fam. for a week (: YAY! Never seen them in sucha long time. omg. Went to teman ing for her haircut today cos she wanted teman. Her hair turned out pretty looking. Dam sad, couldnt make it for outing with Joey this Wed :/ Postponed it to next week (: had to spend time with cuz. LOL went to JB for the weekend :D IT WAS..normal. Ate alot there.. "fat fat adi lo". Harhhhh, bored to hell at home though. blehks. Gonna go Midv tommorow with aunts and cousins, since nicky is going there for his friend Aakash's bday at Redbox. GG, where was in in std4? XD bday at rebbox pulak. So good. I missed a hell lot of movies ): 2012. new moon !!! ): and others.

My blog is so boring. what to do :P heh.

Goodnight,

cousins are kacauing me.

helloandhelloforever.

2009-11-29T21:27:00.000-08:00

& He told me,

Think of a number.

Use the number im thinking about to plus 52.8

and then times 5,

minus 3.9343,

divide by 0.5

Lastly minus 10 times the number im thinking of.

Then he said "Thats what i want to say to you (:"

iheartyoutoobii (:

too sweet lah :D

lOL.

2009-11-21T07:52:00.001-08:00

Happy 15th Birthday to

Nicholas Goh (:

hahaha have a blast!

sorry i dont have a pic of you. heh, anyway enjoy the best of your day :D *hugs*

weddingdress.

2009-11-21T05:42:00.000-08:00

nice song (: intro-d by Alex.

p/s : i hate this ): fyi, not the song.

Single & Available (:

2009-11-15T06:00:00.000-08:00

I practically had the shock of my life. WHY? I just came back home not long ago from dinner. First thing i do is play with Chico all the time (: So he rolls over on his back and i tickled him. Soooon, i notice two bulging lumps on his "penis" wtf rite? i freaked out shouting "OMG PA, MUMMY, WHAT IS THIS? OMG OMG, HE KENA TUMOUR ARH?? CANCER?? OMG!!!"

Mum saw and said maybe tumour maybe not, so dad came.. Before that, i was practically em, not poking but touched to see what is was and if it feels like a tumour. It was hard, scared me like shet. Dad said "i think he wants to fnd a wife already." O.O

So practically Chico was dono doing what when we were out xD AND I TOUCHED IT. EW. i googled it, dad laughed at me cos i typed in "my male dog has two bulge on his penis". How would i know what to search for??

oh, its called boner. LOL.

So anyway,
any pretty sexy females out there who wants to find a hubby mate? (: Chico's single and available! HEHE.

I'm so proud (: my babyboi has grown up! ;D *tears*.

right here waiting.

2009-11-14T20:28:00.000-08:00

my blog is always filled with emo posts -.- some. or mostly.

im not an emoemogirl.

karaokeing and listening to the superemo chinese songs on tv ):

1. Baby 对不起 - CocoLee

2. 唯一 - Lee Hom

3. 開不了口 - Jay Chou

4. 我不配 - Jay Chou

5. When Youre Gone - AvrilLavigne

6. 星晴 - Jay Chou

7.周传雄 - 黄昏

8.情歌- Fish Leong

9.你是我最深爱的人

10.管不着 - Selina (s.h.e)

11.我們怎麼了- S.H.E

many more..aih. I dont know what to do, think or say. im hungry but i have no appetite to eat, not until i know he's fine ): its never nice to know youre hearts broken while you eat, when tears falls slowly down your cheeks, the taste of your sadness. it hurts.

i need my bestfriends.

2009-11-11T00:52:00.000-08:00

i admit i'm wrong.

i'm sorry ):

you guys are the one

who makes life easy

it doesnt matter anyway

cos im losing it

but im lucky to have you

to bring me back to earth

to bring me back to me

you are the only one i see

the one i really need

until now

time has come

its needless to say (its really hard for us)

im the one

whom cut everything away

and i say,

im sorry

i realise what you guys mean to me

and i'm hoping

that you would forgive me

cos i need you,

mybestfriends.

oh my best friends.

we promised to be true to one another

to stick with you and i.

recalling the times

we were the ones who would care for each other

you were the one who i'd call to rant on and on

time has changed

its passing by really fast like thunder in the sky

you were the songs in me

that keeps me going

and i say,

im sorry (i really mean it, more than ever)

i realise what you guys mean to me

and i'm hoping

that you would forgive me (im sorry)

cos i need you,

mybestfriends.

NO one would understand

maybe no one trusted you like i did

just different. it would be different

I would never be like this without you

Please & thank you

I, thank you.

And i say,

i realise what you guys mean to me

and i'm hoping

that you would forgive me

cos i need you,

mybestfriends.

Something went wrong in me

i shouldnt have let my mind go free

I remember the times in movies

Us going crazy..

I should have known i was acting like this

Friends shouldnt be..

And i say,

im sorry

i realise what you guys mean to me

and i'm hoping

that you would forgive me

cos i need you,

mybestfriends.

oh my best friends.

this is for my bff's. I know tend to ignore and try to forget all wrongs that happened so i wouldnt have to deal with it. I aint a really good best friend either. But i need all you guys to know that, friends are like one of the most important thing in my life. Thats what keeps me going (: i do everything with you(all). But i think this year, we're close but we dont get to have our funtimes as much as we do anymore. Its true? This is how much You mean to me. Im the one who always had to say sorry, but i really mean it this time as deep as far as big as the sky is. i love my best friends more than ever ): i know there are many other best friends out there but it would not be the same with you guys! Anyone can get a best friend anywhere, i can too. but i choose not to. Forgive me if you do ):

OneAndTheSame (:

2009-11-09T05:27:00.000-08:00

Pictures is from bottom to top (:

darlings :D

ingrid sleeping (:

krystal sleeping.

birthday girl (:

School again. LOL. dont care (:

Haha. Went to PD with the girls :D Met up with eveybody else at suwnay for lunch and and movie (: Watched NINJA! *CHHHK* (the CHHK's suppose to be the sound effect for the katana sword) heh? )

Had lunch and we surprised the superhottiebestie, Ingrid with pretty cupcakes (: movie was not bad. it was pretty predictable though. Went off to Starbucks to wait for Ingrid's dad to pick the 4 of us off. Camwhored with the boys. haha, funny. Bumped into Amanda & her friend. LOL. Skip,skip,skip boring parts :P non-exciting. Packed out stuff into her dad's car and WoOosh~ to P.D. OMG, i was so scared when we were at highway&bored. They all fell asleep with ipods! I left my earphones at home -.- I was sitting in the middle sit and there was no seatbelt. AND LIKE, you know me lah -.- i read newspaper till think of all these negative stuff. So decided to text people until Joey woke up first :P haha. Took pics of them sleeping! wahaha. So we reached P.D, went off walking around the hotel. The Corus. Aint that pretty but stayable. Beach was far away and not nice at the hotel. Pools were kinda gross, cos people wore their clothes in, as in EVERYBODY DID. LOL, we stayed away from beach&pools. Hung out in room :D WEE. Her dad drove us to this supermarket to get our junk, haha bought chipsters and moreeee :P After that, went of to dinner at SeaView i think. Forgot (: Had yummy ButterCheese Crab, Kailan (if not mistaken), Tofu, Soya sauced fish, i think. HAHA, INGRID AT 2 BOWLS OF RICE FOR THE FIRST TIME :D Joey did too. i think krystal did too? o.O cant rmb. Joey taught us how to eat crab (: the right way. Ings dad too. haha..pro-ness. AND SO, there were hyper/crazy/halfdrunken old folks drinking whisky and talking extremely loud, challenging each other off :P was thinking like, the old popo's were flirting with the gonggong's.

Finished dinner and went back hotel. Scared each other off -.- well, practically i was the only one screaming like a mad fella when they freaked me. NOT FUNNY OK. Haha, hamsap la you all! That camera incident LOL. Watched Bring it on, Cinderella Story that night while stuffing ourselves with junk. We literally ate ALOT. such pigs :D Camwhored again xD went each of us went off to bath. Scary. Slept at 2 plus.

Next morning, our alarms went off one by one. Haha, suddenly i think disturbia or something kept ringing. Think it was joeys phone. Ing could hear her phone ringing xD i was still snoozing off. Zzzz. Woke up, put in Twilight dvd and watched (: hehe edward cullen. Cant wait for new moon (; lalala, took turns to bath. Then went down to ahve breakfst but realised only 2 persong can..if not hafta pay. and ngam ngam, her dad aint there at hotel. Back to room, thought of eating the fruits but saw cupnoodles we bought :D so ate that. i ate the instant porridge thing :/ haha. Worst was, our blur bday girl realised her dad texted her 2 hrs ago to tell the person to add in extra bill to the room for breakfst after we finished XD oh Ingrid, ingrid..

Packed up. left hotel.Slept in car. Kept waking up to see where her dad was driving us to..went in out of P.D to find food.. omg xD haha. Had lunch at Regency hotel. They had this really pretty swing tied to the tree branch.. The sand was nice (: food was nyumnyumNYUM. after that, byebye PD. HOME SWEET HOME.

ohya, Joey kept calling Ing, mel and me,Ing. And all of us, ChuWen XD she even called ings dad CLAIRE! :D "Chuwen, ur cousing missed you alot :)" haha. Joked about BBB -Brains/Boobs/Butts. We were talking bout THAT PhD teacher last yr..who was a darn show off. Haha, that day my lil bro asked me Whats a Phd? I was gonna tell him when he said, I KNOW! PUREHARDDANCE isit? XD Whole family laughed like shet. Nicky is like still in love with dancing and shuffling stuff. mostly shuffling -.0 Anyway back to the point (: So what if he's a phd? We have the triple B's :D ahem. Funny.

What else ah? Did i miss out anything, girls? OHYA! HAHA. hoped you love our presents ingrid (: its meaningful. heh.

nights!

P.S: I FORGOT BOUT GO-KARTING :D IT WAS RAWRSOME HAHA! oh and ing burnt her fingers ): but luckily, she was fine haha.

Our fave sports would be go-karting now (: heh. i was the slowest. HA, thats cause i was afraid im the clumsy one and i dont like fast cars.. scared DIE LAH XD

zao bu dao xiang yao de zhen ju.

2009-11-06T05:48:00.000-08:00

Mum bought me this today :D hehe. she's gonna get the Hair&Makeup one on some other day (:
Finally can learn to draw with the body figures! wahaha, the figures (male&female) standing in different poses.

my first page design. LOL did this in 15 min, so its pretty ugly. colors not really what i wanted bcos i didnt have enough colour pens&i cant believe i dont have colour pencils at home -.- but design is something of what i had in mind. :D Its half batik-kebaya inspired. Pink strapless top/bustier. waistbelt. high-waisted shorts. HAH, hmm..bad mixture? XD LOL i dont even know if it actually matches. And its overcoated with a translucent ( dont have the colour i wanted)batik pattern thingy at the edge and its like those butterfly sleeve thingy. DOnt know what its called ): sob.

Oh well :D

Guess who i bumped into in SUNWAY :D HEHE. Bumped into others too (: bleh, was planning to meet joey and chuwen but they were watching movie! OH, JENNIFER'S BODY IS QUITE NICE (: HAHA, some hot scenes made "someone"......not telling you! :P bleh. kiddin.

ahem* drum rolls*

2009-11-05T08:47:00.000-08:00

HAPPY SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED DARLIN,

INGRID NG ZI HUI (I know how much you dislike this XD Zi Hui :D )

HAHA. MY BESTIE SINCE LIKE WHAT, STD 6 (: THE GIRL WHO MADE ME LOVE WINX CLUB AND THE GIRL WHO WAS IN-LOVE WITH ROBIN FROM TEENTITANS. OMG, OLD TIMES OLD TIMES! haha. THE BESTIE WITH HER BIG HEART-AND-DREAMS STILL THE SAME : STAR. YOU'LL MAKE IT. I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW, ILOVEYOU INGRID! (: WE'VE BEEN THROUGH HARD TIMES, AND MAYBE WE STILL HAVE THOSE MOMENTS ONCE IN A WHILE. AND THAT I'M SORRY WHATEVER WRONGS I DID, WISHED I COULD UNDO IT BUT TOO LATE KAN? HAHAHA. 'JAMS'ARE LIKE ALL IN ONE TOGETHER FOR LIKE 3-5 YEARS NOW. WITHOUT YOU, OUR LIVES ARE B-O-R-I-N-G ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERRY (: * HUGS* MWACHS.

HAVE A BLAST TOMORROW & WE'LL MEET YOU ON SATURDAY! CANT WAIT FOR OUR GIRLTIME SLEEPOVER AT P.D, EVEN THO ITS SO GONNA RAIN BUT WE'LL HAV FUN :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN :)

and,
Happy 16th Birthday to BRENDAN LEE KEN WAI XD the classmate with the same birthday with Ingrid (: i dont have a pic of you tho.

NOTE: MY BESTIES ARE THE SEXIEST HAWTEST LADIES IN THE WORLD ;) WAHAHAHA! ARENT I LUCKY? (: *EH GIRLS, THIS IS COMPLIMENT U KNOW?! MUST THANK ME :p KIDDIN*

XOXO,,

JIA EN!

when i wish upon a star (:

2009-10-26T02:31:00.000-07:00

Michelle Phan is back on my bloggie again (: teehee. One of her latest vid for halloween. SailorMoon transformation. The part where she transformed so cute. The ending of her vid, made me wanna tear up ): oh wells, did you know i LOVE SAILORMOON! XD HAHA. i used to, it was my favourite show and favourite characher. I forgot sailomoons name tho. HAHA.

here it is :)

Matahariku.

2009-10-24T23:22:00.000-07:00

LOL.

2009-10-20T04:43:00.000-07:00

I FORGOT! LATE POST (: just rmbd after reading ing's&joey's blog.

Happy Belated 17th post to SohBooKhay, buddy! :D

hope you liked our HUGE HUGE HUGE CARD (more like board, for that matter.) & that er, "leopard cotton spandex" wtf xD yeah. yeah.

and

Happy Belated 16th Post Edmund Chee :D

i dont have a pic of him :/ LOL! i only have 2..theres one wit 'gat on an escalator but he wasnt looking at the pic -.- oklah (: this pic not bad. xD he's the dude with the guitar!

Hope you liked the jacket we got you :D it was xpensively hot.

"i need a picure with you edmund !"

wantingtoletgo cos i'mafraidoflosing you.

2009-10-20T04:10:00.000-07:00

boyslikegirls ft t.swift

♥

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
Coz everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now Im left with nothing

Maybe its true, that I cant live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
Theres so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And youve already got me coming undone
And Im thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
Coz when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, were leaving

And maybe its true, that I cant live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
Theres so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And youve already got me coming undone
And Im thinking two, is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
And maybe its true, that I cant live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
Theres so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And youve already got me coming undone
And Im thinking

Oooh I cant live without you
Coz baby two is better than one
Theres so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
But Ive figured out with all thats said and done
That two, is better than one

Two. Is better than one

(i wanna learn this song with the guitar! :D

but i dont know how to play -.-) i'll ask my cousin to teach me if i ever go to sg.

I'm falling too hard for you. i'm afraid that.. dang, i'm not gonna write it here. HA ;(

GOODLUCK IN YOUR EXAMS :D

EVERYONE. EVE-RY-ONE! (:

tell me why.

2009-10-16T22:43:00.000-07:00

Angelic voice (: XD no idea why i bother to put this up. hahaha.